and it can't be a change of action, it has to be a change of heart...

I can't believe that I'm here in this place again
How did I manage to mess up one more time.
This pattern seems to be the story of my life
Should have learned this lesson by the thousandth time

'Cause I promised myself I wouldn't fall
But here I've fallen
I guess I'm not as strong as I thought
All I can do is cry to You

i have tried to do it all on my own once again and that does not work. but i am learning the the LORD sustain-eth literally! and that has been amazing with HIS peace that passes all understanding..

love.peace.