Wednesday, February 18, 2009

this is your life are you who you want to be,,,,

the question is who do i want to be. cco is a no-go as of now with no first round call backs but im not sure whats next.

"let tomorrow worry about itself" right? and to be honest im not really sure that im worrying all that much. the last time i had a transition like this was to college and i picked ship my last choice bottom of the list no chance lame choice which turned out to amazing and exactly where i was supposed to be which reminds me a little of david getting chosen or joseph rising up.

and now that i have new decisions i know God will reveal to me something when i need to know. what i do know is that i will be at ligonier this summer unless something changes but GOD HAS BEEN MAKING THAT CLEAR. not just because i like it and the people are awesome but because that is where i am supposed to be.

the next step is my only question that i am seeking answers for now. what i do in the fall instead of ship and such...

aiiite im out

3 comments:

suzannah | the smitten word said...

i'm so sorry to hear cco isn't working out--i could really see you fitting there!

you sounds like you are still in a really good place, and i hafta say i'm pretty pumped about getting to spend another summer in your lovely company:) i know the best is still in store...

suzannah | the smitten word said...

God's best

Stef said...

i agree -- the cco thing is a bummer. it's tough to put yourself out there; and you're totally capable. but the lord is calling you to other awesome places, and that's exciting (though scary, i'm sure).

and by "other awesome places" i mean "YESSS CAMP!!!"