day three-monday
it was an interesting day and we got to see donna even though only half are group knew her but yes we moved toliet paper all day at peach and pine. it has been really crazy in such but i praise and thank my God for:
an electric socket
heat and air conditioning
a heavy coat
gloves
socks
scarfs
my hat
food always available to me
a clean sleeping bag and pillow
i cant be the same i wont be the same after all of this-i wont allow it and i hope that you as a reader can hold me accountable. i cant explain what happened to me but i do know that everything must change about the world we are living in-we all have it wrong but christians have it wrong the most "let our hearts be broken for the same thing that Jesus' heart is broken for" and i feel liek are hearts may be chipped but they arent broken...
im constantly seeking discerment for what this looks like but we are def. as believers called to more and the we should be known for what we are for rather than what we are against.
there is so much more i could add to this...without pain we would not accomplish all that He has prepared for us in his plan all He desires and such. an i am learning to look at what God has done thorugh others more and more and may the love of Him on this trip touch our friend Becca that she may see al that God has done and continues to do-she came with such a beautiful servant heart only found in Him,
our prayer was good tonight and although some very interesting things id say it eneded well. i think that walls were broken i just hope it lasts through the rest of the time we have here.
*sigh* i want more time to reflect each night and just a time to focus in on what God is laying before me, i am really seeking that next step for when i get back to the ship but i dont have answers yet.
im preparing my heart for a day of homelesness as i close this day of discernment, prayer, and...
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