only you by plumb (awesome song...check it out.)
i feel like after working with csm my whole life is going to be a debriefing. my views are changing daily about every situation every issue every struggle.
i have been struggling a lot lately not in if i should do something or not but how that should look. i can continue to serve where needed expressing the love that God has shown me through working at organizations or eventually starting my own non-profit here in the city...kinda like Jesus performing miracles serving the communities needs as the opportunity arose. or i can take any political science background i have and fight for some of these injustices making others realize they should be loving and try to prevent injustices from re-occurring like Jesus in the temple raising tables because He had a passion and a duty to honor the Lord, and love Him with every part of our being.
there were other things i did today martha's table-delivering food in the soup kitchen on wheels, and cutting lots of carrots and hotdogs at dcck today, but i feel like this struggle weighs in on my heart at all times.
here is what i love most-talking to people about God just discussing aspects of life at its core. and getting into the deep stuff, because that vulnerability and rawness of conversation creates growth that comes from nowhere else, and this may be why i love people and am energized when i am around them. i just think that people are my sure glimpse into the kingdom and the heart of God. idk. i also need to be able to maintain my quiet time in the morning, because Jesus did go off on His own to pray as well. but when i fill in the morning i just want to pour out all day. esp. into these kids.
the group we have now. they all have it. the passion. the light. and they are shining His glory all around, and it is just sooooo addicting to see and soooo contagious. they are refreshing.
i ate old city again tonight, but i really do love every aspect of my job even the repeats.
tash tash
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