coming home

this weekend is homecoming wahooo im not really that excited about it and i am also not sure if i should be it is just another reason for students to drink which we really don't need around here and another reason for false hope in things like social drinking to meet your needs.

idk i have been so skeptical of everything lately over analyzing the world which only leaves room for my self righteousness which shouldn't really have any room...but after last night i should only be humbled knowing that the LORD always rescues his children.

i have decided to apply for cco and i am in the process of doing that now but i am slowly becoming more unsure of everything but also more sure of who GOD is, and how HE knows where i am headed and where i have been and after knowing all that HE continues tto love me 100% all the time. and that is why i am coming home this homecoming forgetting all that i had held on to and coming home into the arms of HIM who actually is home and has prepared a place for me after this broken world has passed.

to be honest i have missed home in HIS arms these last few days. i need to begin to challenge myself so that i can start growing again.

love you ABBA.

Tasha