...i gotta feeling...

this song was in my head and is the reflection of this peace...

dear God,

there are men on the streets shouting lies about Your truth, guys on streets beggng for mercy of sorts and i just walk because tonight was a good night? i had a feeling.

atune to Your spirit atoned by Your love.

tonight is not a good night. the hurt is crushing and the tears are flooding and not this not okay. i have a feeling.

i keep praying for more love, less pride , and anything that will make me feel what You felt at any point in Your ministry. guilt isn't it and the seasonal compassion won't do the trick.

i'm going to miss Your city and the things in it that have revealed who You are. i have loved it. But it's more than that.

this long extended intern mission trip is over. may i now seel Your face in the hills, in the great friends, and new ones to come, i must find You here for You are a God of both the city and the rolling hills.

i must find You because You are. You are and i am broken down and world's torn to shreads, on my knees, humbled and ready as a servant of You, ready for any and everything that has to do with You. this is the feeling.

i love You because You loved, and continually to love me, and it IS enough this time, it's enough!

GB, GOD